Saturday, November 22, 2014

Have you ever..

Say, been to the "I want to have kids" stage? It's funny since there is no "I want to get married asap" kind of thing, I just feel like I wanna have kids.

Okay, so maybe it's the sleep deprivation talking or the fact thay I'm using a baby lullaby to get to sleep. I don't know, I just want to say, "I want to have kids."

Maybe you've never gotten to this stage before, regardless whether you have a spouse or not(I'm boyfriendless, just saying) but live with me for the next 10-20 minutes.

I can.. Like, envision myself with 3 kids right now(maybe more), and it's the right number. They would be, a year or two apart, screaming and running around endlessly. I think that's solely because I was a loud, vicious kid. Yeah, so there would be just 3 of them and myself, and everyday would be headaches and headaches. But once you get past the diapers and baby blues stages, we'd have a blast everyday. Sleep would be the most challenging stage, putting past the eating and showering parts. And since there is 3 kids, they'd be endlessly fighting and I'd have to stop and put them in separate corners of the room. Ya feel? And despite of all that, we'd have bedtime stories, painting time, delicious snack hours (because I eat nonstop) and try new cooking together. All 3 of them, screaming and fighting for a taste, probably dangling from my waist (like I do).

I don't know. Maybe I'm lonely, but if it were up to me, I'd have kids by now. And I know everyday would be an adventure for us. (Now I sound like a kid's show, lol).

Anyway, really gotta sleep.