I'm just here to update that I've been working relentlessly on a story and I mean to publish it here (for maybe 2 weeks to a month, depending on how good my mood is at the time) and Maya is the only one who has read it so far, so I congratulate her.
August has been... very annoying so far. At least there's only 4 days left of it, right? Annoying in the sense that my feelings and emotions are excessively and aggressively all over the place. Every single thing ticks me off and I swear I have to hold myself back many times. But it leaks anyway, because self-control for Amira is currently non-existent. As of right now, I am in my room, on my laptop, sitting with my back against the wardrobe as I'm typing on this rather small table here, with my old school BISC's cap facing backwards. I guess you could call it a snapback. Oh and my favourite pink teddy bear is looking over at me, silently judging me as I'm typing away. I hope no one else is having it anymore rough than I am.
Um, not sure what else to say here. Also I have my phone turned off so apart from posting this on FB as always, I won't be on there. Or anywhere else. I've also been sorta job hunting so we'll see what happens there.
Oh! Before I forget, I regret to say that I have been through a rather traumatic experience just yesterday. My crush got married, and it left me very sad, though I couldn't produce any tears. I feel like there's some sort of conspiracy going on to leave me to get married or something. But lol I'm just being dramatic here. Happy for them though. But I can't really talk to them anymore because I'm kinda avoiding them as I give them space. But I know they need me, because when they got engaged, they said that nobody but me was happy for them. I was temporarily depressed at this fact.
I'm sleepy and I have a pounding headache so I might take a short nap so I can continue my story later in the night.
P.S. A big shoutout to Allison for releasing that WayHaught video... I kind of worship you now. But please, GIVE US MORE!