What a day..!

So yeah.. finally.. end of the day.. >> The time is like what.. 11 pm? o.O

^_^ Didnt sleep the night so.. I'm kinda out of it.. ._. not that it's bad or anything.. but I didnt fell asleep at some point.. <__< color="#ff9900">
So yeah.. back from.. shall I say shopping? .__. So tiring.. 2 hours of walking with my sleepy eyes.. but I'm so full.. .-.;
I did manage to work on my Geo Folio >.>; not sure how to spell it.. but who cares!
Cut and paste ^_^ so fun.. yet so tiring.. << color="#990000">
Marroon! :D Just like on- well that's not to be known. >_>; I pretty much slept through the evening.. but I DID eat lunch somewhat. Heck, no one even saw me going down.. ._.;

I think I'd start working- wait no that's not the right word for it.. << >>; but.. to encourage me.. kinda insult at the very same time .-.; but it works.. strang- well of course it works. <<;

>_> Oh yeah, there's a cake waiting for me downstairs.. and the yellow kills! yet rocks.. >>; Ah my eyes.. ok it's better now o.o;

HEADLINE! >_> The song 'Bleeding love' is the first place in the American Top 40! ^o^
Yippee! << color="#666666">I keep bleeding, I keep keep bleeding love..~ yeah well, you know the drill..

Arigatou gozaimas to Doll-chan. ^^ I'm like.. so out of it today.. but thanks to you, I got through it.. somewhat. ._.; Many colours that fills my eyes today.. >> Should I be happy..?

The answer : YES. >> Well duh! It's the weekends... (Saturday, 28th June 2008)
Well okay, NOW I'm tired. Gotta hurry off to bed.. <<>_> Now I can stalk him too.. xD If he DOES go EMO, then I'd be the first to hug him.. >>;; if I can that is..

Song of the day? ._. Enrique Iglesias- Addicted. >> (I cant find the lyrics so if you dont know the song, that's your fault..) so okay since I'm conviniently NICE at the time, lets say the song of today is...
Mariah Carey-Bye bye (this song reminds me of.. well something)

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them time I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Seperation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong you'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
(The hardest thing is to say bye)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

Ah.. I cant believe it's already Friday!

Friday.. friday..Friday.. .___. gotta love Friday! xD
Lolz, no idea why I'm here.. probably cause of the fact that the teacher thinks I need counseling. Not that I dont want to, I do, but.. heh, I dont know what's wrong with myself. .-. Woke up at.. 2 a.m this morning, (left arm still sore from the injection!) then slept again..
Only to find myself awake again at.. 4:38 (if I can recall correctly)a.m. Who knows what's with me these days, I can barely sleep at ease and when I do wake up, I find myself.. in tears. .-.;;
>>; Well, that's not supposed to be known to everyone, so shush Doll-chan.

Well, while I'm at it, gotta say my thanks to my adoring Father (back from Turkey). ^^ Now I can call her more. <.<;

It occurs to me that these past days (according to my observation >>) , weather's been lovely. Hot sunny day then pouring rain. ^^ It's even nimbus cloud that I see every-so-often.
Speaking of which, I remember my Geography lesson about clouds. .__. I cant be bothered to memorize them all, only finding Nimbustratus one of a kind.

Oh yeah, before I forget Doll-chan, remind me of July 25th. Cause I've got a freaking doctor's appointment <<>

Well since it's Friday, I've got this.. belief that spirits are around << >> so, wherever you are Grandmother, know that I've loved you and I still do. Are you picking all this, Doll-chan? >>; I know it's hard on you so that is why I've decided to put the burden on myself. << So cover it up for me, will ya?

Ah, so for the heck of it, I love you Mr. B.. wherever you are and whatever condition you are in, you still have my heart. << >> So yeah.. gotta say 'thanks' to my best friend, Akmar >> for the..whack x.x; <_< mushroom gathering place. <<

And again, before I become a lazy bum >.> I might as well put the lyrics of a certain song.

A thousand miles- Vanessa Carlton (I know you love this song also Doll-chan >.>)

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I couldJust see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in yourPrecious memories


'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fal
lInto the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fallInto the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I couldJust see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I couldJust see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

Tired (and possibly sore) as I am, I'm putting a period here. <.<; Well, an end to it. Period sounds..wrong. >>;
Shoo, dirty thought! <_<