To all who knows this, it's actually 'Ayat-ayat Cinta'.
It's a classic love-religion story. VERY touching, however. Makes me cry everytime.
And it's on for me tonight, at 10. It's hardly past 9. z_z
I just don't feel like anything; thus, no more colours in this blog. Nothing.. practically nothing.
I just.. don't feel colourful anymore, 'suppose.
There's been a lot of happenings lately.
Happenings that require my decison. Hak, that's almost ridiculous.
It is, isn't it?
It's not everyday I decide for such, things.
To more extent, it's hard to decide.
When a thousand-what-seem-people-friends tell you the same thing over and over again, but he just seems to control my mind.
I can't help.
I admit it; I understand the situation fully.
But I can't help it still.
In my head.. there's this quarrel.
I'm held back by one girl, three guys. And then, there's one guy who's holding out his hand; I can reach, but everytime I do, I get this extrusive headache. (Ignore the fact that I don't even know what I said, eh..)
Anyways, being sick SUCKS.
I mean, seriously.
Because of this STUPIDFDF, everyone is dying.
Because of this flu, I can't go out anymore. ._.
And fuck, whoever did this, Imma murder them to the core. Haunt them to the flesh, 'till they die, 'till they rot, 'till they are eaten by worms.
Dudes, get a life.
Don't kill people, get a hobby, or something.
The Angel of Death is already doing that.
A million or so people are already dying everyday without that.
From deficiency of nutrients, hunger, lack of stable environment, clear water, etc, etc.
Okay... I think I'm done with this.
.. I need a miracle, I want my wish upon the star to come true.. tonight.